Struggling with Chinese New Year as a Chinese Adoptee

The Lunar New Year or Chinese New Year can be a really exciting time; however, as an adoptee it can also be a time of grief. I am reminded that I did not grow up in the Chinese culture and must work extra hard to remain a part of it. My videos are filmed and scheduled to publish weeks in advance. While I had the energy to discuss these topics then, I may be in a different place now. I don’t want any adoptee to feel like I am ignoring their connections. I just have to take care of myself as well. For Lilly’s Entire Adoption Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLdiBfpTw0hchlWKNWP476kUsffxX9yWFj