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  • Hello, 2024
    It’s certainly been too long since I’ve posted here. A lot has changed since we last talked. I defended my PhD and moved…
  • Before the Coffee Gets Cold
    5/5 stars A cafe in Tokyo has been serving coffee for over one hundred years. There may be a reason why it’s stayed…
  • The House in the Cerulean Sea
    5/5 stars Linus Baker has always done what was expected of him. As a caseworker at the Department in Charge of Magical Youth,…
  • Yolk
    5/5 stars June is the epitome of the eldest child. Responsible, successful, and unapologetic. Her younger sister, Jayne, is the complete opposite. In…
  • The Female Persuasion
    3/5 stars Greer has the chance of a lifetime when she meets Faith Frank in the bathroom at her college. After some time,…
  • The Goldfinch
    5/5 Stars The Goldfinch is an epic coming-of-age novel that follows Theo Decker after the tragic death of his mother in a MOMA…
  • A Little Life
    5/5 Stars (As far as I know, this is now an Own Voices work but I cannot confirm that. I do have mixed…
  • It Starts With Us
    3.75/5 The sequel to Colleen Hoover’s viral story, It Ends With Us. This begins as if no time has passed and you must…
  • The Club
    2.5/5 Home is so exclusive even A-list celebrities fight for membership. The top-tier clubs around the world offer a safe haven for the…
  • Daisy Darker
    4/5 stars Daisy Darker was born with a broken heart and her family hasn’t let her live life properly since. When her Nana…
  • The Paris Apartment
    3/5 stars Jess escapes to her half-brother, Ben’s Paris apartment for a change in pace. Except when she arrives, she discovers that he’s…
  • His and Hers
    4/5 stars A woman is murdured in Blackdown and Anna Andrews is first on the scene to report it to the world. Detective…
  • Babel
    5/5 stars Robin Swift has been brought from Canton to the western world. Stationed at Babel, a center for translation and silver-working, he…
  • Sometimes I Lie
    4/5 stars Amber has woken up in a coma. She can’t move, she can interact, she can’t scream for help. She isn’t certain…
  • I Know You Know
    2/5 stars Cody Swift is a true-crime podcaster, but he’s not like the others out there. He’s investigating the murders of his two…
  • The Maid
    2/5 Stars Molly is a maid in a prestigious hotel. She takes her job very seriously and values cleanliness and order above almost…
  • The Nanny
    3/5 stars Jocelyn, the daughter of Lord and Lady Holt, loved her nanny more than anyone. One day, her nanny left without a…
  • The Long Weekend
    3/5 stars Jayne, Ruth, and Emily head to the secluded barn a day earlier than their husbands for a relaxing weekend away with…
  • The Book of Cold Cases
    3/5 stars 40 years ago two men were murdered at random. Beth Greer was arrested for the murders but was aquitted and has…
  • The House Across the Lake
    4/5 stars Casey, an actress,  is recently widowed and reeling from some very bad press. She retreats to her family lake house and…
  • Rock Paper Scissors
    4/5 stars Adam Wright was born with a neurological condition that prevents him from recognizing faces. While he can use other cues to…
  • Not a Happy Family
    2.75/5 Fred and Sheila Merton are wealthy. Living in an exclusive area for the elite, they have raised their three grown children and…
  • Apples Never Fall
    4/5 stars The Delaneys live for tennis. Stan and Joy have been fixtures in the community even after selling their tennis school. Their…
  • Reminders of Him
    3/5 stars It’s been five years, but Kenna has returned to the place that tragically changed her life. She hopes to meet and…
  • A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder
    3.5/5 stars 3.5/5 Pip is taking an unconventional route for her senior capstone project… investigating the murder of Andie Bell. Andie was killed…
  • The Children on the Hill
    4/5 stars In 1978, Gran brought home a curious girl that was to be Vi and Eric’s new sister. They don’t know where…
  • A Slow Fire Burning
    2/5 stars A man is found murdered on a canal boat and three women are connected to the murder. Each have their own…
  • The Last Thing He Told Me
    3/5 stars Owen Michaels has disappeared, but not before giving his daughter and wife cryptic goodbyes. His daughter, Bailey, is sixteen and still…
  • The Therapist
    4/5 stars Alice and Leo have moved into an exclusive gated neighborhood, The Circle. They bought the house for a steal and as…
  • We Were Never Here
    4/5 stars Having a best friend can be the greatest thing in the world. Until it’s not. What happens when that friendship turns…
  • The Dead Romantics
    2/5 stars Florence Day’s family is a bit atypical. Death is the family business and they’ve owned and run the same funeral home…
  • The It Girl
    4/5 stars Hannah Jones may not have had the extravagant lifestyle her Oxford University roommate, April, did but that didn’t mean she stayed…
  • Ninth House
    4/5 stars Alex Stern is an unlikely student of Yale University, but she has an important job. To oversee the activities of the…
  • Dear Mama | May 26, 2022
    亲爱的妈妈, It’s been a few months since I talked to you last. Do you remember how I told you I was in a…
  • Fake It Till You Bake It
    3/5 stars Jada Townsend-Matthews is still reeling from her time on the reality dating show, My One and Only. She’s laying low after…
  • The Lies We Tell
    4/5 stars Anna is heading off to college. She may only be moving across town, but she’s in for a wild first year.…
  • Vicious
    4/5 stars Victor and Eli started out with the same goal, to determine if they could create EOs (ExtraOrdinary people). What began as…
  • Gallant
    5/5 stars Olivia Prior only has her mother’s journal to have any idea of her family history. Her mother’s writing shows a descent…
  • Our Violent Ends
    5/5 stars What are you willing to do for love? Roma is stunned at Marshall’s death and he is out for revenge. Juliette…
  • A Conjuring of Light
    The imbalance between the different Londons has reached a peak. An ancient enemy threatens the universe and our beloved characters must learn to…
  • A Gathering of Shadows
    5/5 stars Four months ago, Kell came into possession of a mysterious stone that sent him and Lila on an adventure of a…
  • A Court of Silver Flames
    3/5 stars Nesta Archeron is not exactly a heart-warming individual. She has always been a headstrong woman that was not afraid to let…
  • Dear Mama | January 17, 2022
    亲爱的妈妈, Lunar New Year is coming up! Are you preparing for it? What does our family do for it? Do we have any…
  • A Court of Frost and Starlight
    3.5/5 stars The Night Court is busy reviving the city after war while preparing for the Winter Solstice. While recovery looks different for…
  • A Court of Wings and Ruin
    3.75/5 Feyre is back in a place she had hoped to never return to… the Spring Court. While Tamlin thinks he has her…
  • Dear Mama | January 14, 2022
    January 14, 2022 亲爱的妈妈, Are you doing well? What has the pandemic been like in China? I thought of you often during lockdown.…
  • XOXO
    5/5 stars Jenny is set on attending the Manhattan School of Music. She has devoted most of her life honing her skills playing…
  • A Faceless Mother and Me
    The day of the photoshoot arrived and anxiety was setting in. I kept myself busy around the home and waited until an acceptable…
  • A Court of Mist and Fury
    4.25/5 Feyre has survived Under the Mountain and is now a High Fae after being saved by the seven High Lords. Despite defeating…
  • Two Faceless Strangers
    I’m sitting in a coffee shop on a rainy day waiting to pick up my mom from the airport. She’s here for a…
  • Portrait of a Thief
    3.75/5 Five 20-year-olds are about to experience the adventure of a lifetime. Called to Beijing by a mysterious Chinese corporation, they unite as…
  • If You, Then Me
    2.75/5 Xia Chan has been given the opportunity of a lifetime. Only twenty students a year are chosen to enroll in The Foundry,…
  • Loveboat, Taipei
    4/5 stars Ever Wong has always had different ideas for her future than her parents. Her parents immigrated from China so she could…
  • A Court of Thorns and Roses
    4/5 stars 19-year-old Feyre is doing what she can to keep her family alive. She spends her days in the forest hunting to…
  • Crying In H Mart
    5/5 Michelle Zauner recounts when she put her life on hold to fly home and care for her mother. As a woman in…
  • Unresolved Trauma Leads to More Trauma
    I’m not talking about the willfully ignorant parents. As adoptees sharing our stories, we all have encountered them and have all been triggered…
  • Color Me In
    4.25/5 Neveah is a biracial 16-year-old who has never felt very comfortable in her own skin. When her Black mother and Jewish father…
  • The Ultimate Imposter | Transracial Adoptee Edition
    Imposter Syndrome is a hot topic lately. The phrase just needs to be uttered once and people will instantly raise their hands to…
  • Learning to Love Myself | A Transracial Adoptee’s Perspective
    For as long as I can remember, I struggled with accepting my physical appearance. I am a transracial adoptee, and my adoptive sister…
  • Tokyo Ever After
    4/5 stars Izumi grew up without her father, but she and her mom have done just fine. One day, while browsing through her…
  • While We Were Dating
    3.5/5 Ben is chosen as the lead on an ad campaign starring a very beautiful and very famous actress, Anna. The two have…
  • Girl, Unframed
    3/5 Sydney lives with her grandmother while her mother, Lila, is off being a famous actress. This summer, she is heading to San…
  • The Soulmate Equation
    3.5/5 Love is not something that can be quantified. Unless it can… Jess is a single mother who doesn’t have much time to…
  • The Younger Wife
    2.75/5 Rachel and Tully aren’t sure what to make of their father’s new fiancée. It’s uncomfortable on multiple levels. First, Stephen Aston is…
  • The Suite Spot
    2.5/5 Rachel is a single mother who finds herself unemployed with no good job prospects. An intriguing opportunity opens up, but it requires…
  • Reckless Girls
    3.75/5 Lux is on the adventure of a lifetime. The only problem is, it was supposed to just be her and her boyfriend,…
  • That Summer
    3.75/5  Daisy seems to have it all in life, but there is something keeping her up at night. When she begins receiving emails…
  • The Midnight Library
    4.0/5 Nora Seed has not had a good experience with life. She is finally over it. At the 11th hour, she finds herself…
  • The Love Hypothesis
    4.75  Olive is a third-year PhD candidate. Her passion is science and she has no interest in relationships. To ensure her best friend…
  • All These Beautiful Strangers
    3.25/5 17 years ago, Charlie’s mother vanished. No one knows what happened. Charlie wants to move on and focuses on her new life…
  • Mother May I | Thriller turned Mystery Novel
    3.0/5 stars Bree escaped her life in rural Georgia by marrying rich. She may have grown up poor, but she has everything she…
  • The Sanatorium | An Okay Thriller with Too Many Twists
    3.25/5 stars Elin would rather be anywhere else than the eerie Le Sommet Hotel, but her brother, Isaac, and his fiancee, Laure, are…
  • The Poet X | Acevedo Blows Me Away Again
    5/5 stars Xiomara is quiet. She has often resorted to using her fists to communicate. Make no mistake. She has a lot to…
  • Anna K Away | A Giant Story with Not Enough Pages
    3/5 stars Anna K is brought to South Korea to reconnect with her family and heritage. Following the death of Alexia Vronsky, time…
  • These Violent Delights | A Brilliant Sci-Fi Retelling of a Tragic Romance
    5/5 stars A reimagining of Romeo and Juliet taking place in Shanghai 1926. Two gangs are at war. Juliette is a member of the Scarlet…
  • Survive the Night | Possibly My New Favorite Sager Thriller
    4.5/5 stars Charlie knows nothing about Josh, the man in the driver’s seat. They met via a campus rideshare board. Charlie is getting…
  • The Maidens | A Worthy Second Thriller from Michaelides
    4.75/5 stars The Maidens, a secret society comprised of female students at Cambridge University. They particularly admire one professor, Edward Fosca. Mariana is…
  • When Sparks Fly | Not Your Average Contemporary Romance
    3.75/5 stars Avery and Declan have remained fast friends and nothing more. She’s too busy with her social and work calendars. Declan prefers…
  • The Wangs Vs. The World | Too Slow-Paced To Be Comedic For Me
    2.75/5 stars Charles Wang earned his large fortune by building a cosmetics empore. A financial crisis takes everything he has. He gathers his…
  • MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 105 | How To Start Online Advocacy
    Even though I take a low-key approach to advocacy, there is a strategy to being able to produce regular videos/posts. In this video,…
  • Night on Sixth | A Comedic Glimpse at Figuring Out Life with Unexpected Friends
    Yola is engaged to be married and realizing that she would like a few more life experiences. In an out-of-character move, she ghosts…
  • Wuhan Wuhan Documentary | A Visceral Look At The Start of the Pandemic
    The start of 2020 will be a period of time the world will never forget. By then, COVID-19 had been identified as a…
  • MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 104 | WHAT’S MY PERSPECTIVE
    When I share my story, it is from the perspective of a Chinese, international, transracial adoptee. In this video, I share why it…
  • HE’S BACK | An update on our lives post-breakup and reconciliation
    June 22, 2021 was supposed to be our two year wedding anniversary. Life happened and that’s not the case, but Adam and I…
  • Study With Me | Real Time, 15 min, lofi
    June 26, 2021
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    June 21, 2021
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  • Parachutes | A Stunning YA Debut About Friendship and Strength
    5/5 stars Parachutes. Teens who were picked up from their lives in Asia and dropped into the USA to study. Claire didn’t think…
  • Inbetween Girl | A Film I Needed Much Earlier in Life
    Angie Chen is reeling from her parents’ divorce, feeling alone, and figuring out her place in the world. As a mixed race teenager,…
  • MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 103 | I’M SICK OF THE PLAGIARISM
    Plagiarism has been a huge issue in the advocacy community and I’m tired of it. While we all can have similar thoughts about…
  • American Betiya | An Emotional Debut about Identity and Family
    5/5 stars Rani Kolkata has always been the perfect, honest, and obedient daughter. Until she meets Oliver… He is not someone she would…
  • MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 102 | Start Advocating Online Adoptee Edition
    Relevant blog post: https://lillyfei.com/index.php/2021/02/01/how-to-be-an-advocate-transracial-adoptee-edition/ So many adoptees want to start advocating online but don’t know where to start. In this video, I give…
  • Ugly Love | Not My Favorite From CoHo
    2.5/5 stars It is definitely not love at first sight for Tate and Miles. They embark on a no-strings-attached arrangement once they’ve established…
  • MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 101 | IMPOSTER SYNDROME AND ADVOCACY
    I’ve often felt like I am not qualified to speak about my experiences as an adoptee because I don’t have a degree in…
  • The Newcomers | A Summer Beach Mystery
    4/5 stars After she discovers her sister has been murdered, Letty escapes to FLorina with her 4-year-old niece. She lands at a quaint…
  • The Dating Dare | A Steamy Sequel to A Sweet Mess
    Thank you to St. Martin’s Press for giving me a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.  3/5 stars Aubrey…
  • Catherine House | A Disturbing Dark Academia Debut
    3.5/5 stars For Ines, Catherine House was an escape. The school of higher learning graduated the world’s leaders, and somehow, Ines was going…
  • How We Fall Apart | A Great Debut about Dark Academia
    4/5 stars Nancy and her friends are shocked when their ex-friend and star student, Jamie, is found dead. Now, a mysterious person called…
  • The Wife Upstairs | A Jane Eyre Retelling That Fell Short
    3/5 stars Jane has her own secrets, but when she meets Eddie Rochester, a recently widowed man in the upscale neighborhood she walks…
  • Adoptee Grief on Mother’s Day Video
    I’m with family this weekend, but my sentiments about Mother’s Day remain the same from 2020. Wishing all those who may struggle with…