Hello, 2024 January 18, 2024 It’s certainly been too long since I’ve posted here. A lot has changed since we last talked. I defended my PhD and moved…
Before the Coffee Gets Cold April 22, 2023 5/5 stars A cafe in Tokyo has been serving coffee for over one hundred years. There may be a reason why it’s stayed…
The House in the Cerulean Sea April 12, 2023 5/5 stars Linus Baker has always done what was expected of him. As a caseworker at the Department in Charge of Magical Youth,…
Yolk April 2, 2023 5/5 stars June is the epitome of the eldest child. Responsible, successful, and unapologetic. Her younger sister, Jayne, is the complete opposite. In…
The Female Persuasion March 29, 2023 3/5 stars Greer has the chance of a lifetime when she meets Faith Frank in the bathroom at her college. After some time,…
The Goldfinch March 23, 2023 5/5 Stars The Goldfinch is an epic coming-of-age novel that follows Theo Decker after the tragic death of his mother in a MOMA…
A Little Life March 23, 2023 5/5 Stars (As far as I know, this is now an Own Voices work but I cannot confirm that. I do have mixed…
It Starts With Us November 10, 2022 3.75/5 The sequel to Colleen Hoover’s viral story, It Ends With Us. This begins as if no time has passed and you must…
The Club November 10, 2022 2.5/5 Home is so exclusive even A-list celebrities fight for membership. The top-tier clubs around the world offer a safe haven for the…
Daisy Darker October 22, 2022 4/5 stars Daisy Darker was born with a broken heart and her family hasn’t let her live life properly since. When her Nana…
The Paris Apartment October 22, 2022 3/5 stars Jess escapes to her half-brother, Ben’s Paris apartment for a change in pace. Except when she arrives, she discovers that he’s…
His and Hers October 11, 2022 4/5 stars A woman is murdured in Blackdown and Anna Andrews is first on the scene to report it to the world. Detective…
Babel October 11, 2022 5/5 stars Robin Swift has been brought from Canton to the western world. Stationed at Babel, a center for translation and silver-working, he…
Sometimes I Lie October 8, 2022 4/5 stars Amber has woken up in a coma. She can’t move, she can interact, she can’t scream for help. She isn’t certain…
I Know You Know October 5, 2022 2/5 stars Cody Swift is a true-crime podcaster, but he’s not like the others out there. He’s investigating the murders of his two…
The Maid September 20, 2022 2/5 Stars Molly is a maid in a prestigious hotel. She takes her job very seriously and values cleanliness and order above almost…
The Nanny September 11, 2022 3/5 stars Jocelyn, the daughter of Lord and Lady Holt, loved her nanny more than anyone. One day, her nanny left without a…
The Long Weekend September 2, 2022 3/5 stars Jayne, Ruth, and Emily head to the secluded barn a day earlier than their husbands for a relaxing weekend away with…
The Book of Cold Cases August 30, 2022 3/5 stars 40 years ago two men were murdered at random. Beth Greer was arrested for the murders but was aquitted and has…
The House Across the Lake August 28, 2022 4/5 stars Casey, an actress, is recently widowed and reeling from some very bad press. She retreats to her family lake house and…
Rock Paper Scissors August 21, 2022 4/5 stars Adam Wright was born with a neurological condition that prevents him from recognizing faces. While he can use other cues to…
Not a Happy Family August 16, 2022 2.75/5 Fred and Sheila Merton are wealthy. Living in an exclusive area for the elite, they have raised their three grown children and…
Apples Never Fall August 14, 2022 4/5 stars The Delaneys live for tennis. Stan and Joy have been fixtures in the community even after selling their tennis school. Their…
Reminders of Him August 10, 2022 3/5 stars It’s been five years, but Kenna has returned to the place that tragically changed her life. She hopes to meet and…
A Good Girl’s Guide to Murder August 9, 2022 3.5/5 stars 3.5/5 Pip is taking an unconventional route for her senior capstone project… investigating the murder of Andie Bell. Andie was killed…
The Children on the Hill August 7, 2022 4/5 stars In 1978, Gran brought home a curious girl that was to be Vi and Eric’s new sister. They don’t know where…
A Slow Fire Burning August 3, 2022 2/5 stars A man is found murdered on a canal boat and three women are connected to the murder. Each have their own…
The Last Thing He Told Me August 1, 2022 3/5 stars Owen Michaels has disappeared, but not before giving his daughter and wife cryptic goodbyes. His daughter, Bailey, is sixteen and still…
The Therapist July 31, 2022 4/5 stars Alice and Leo have moved into an exclusive gated neighborhood, The Circle. They bought the house for a steal and as…
We Were Never Here July 30, 2022 4/5 stars Having a best friend can be the greatest thing in the world. Until it’s not. What happens when that friendship turns…
The Dead Romantics July 29, 2022 2/5 stars Florence Day’s family is a bit atypical. Death is the family business and they’ve owned and run the same funeral home…
The It Girl July 27, 2022 4/5 stars Hannah Jones may not have had the extravagant lifestyle her Oxford University roommate, April, did but that didn’t mean she stayed…
Ninth House July 22, 2022 4/5 stars Alex Stern is an unlikely student of Yale University, but she has an important job. To oversee the activities of the…
Dear Mama | May 26, 2022 May 28, 2022 亲爱的妈妈, It’s been a few months since I talked to you last. Do you remember how I told you I was in a…
Fake It Till You Bake It May 26, 2022 3/5 stars Jada Townsend-Matthews is still reeling from her time on the reality dating show, My One and Only. She’s laying low after…
The Lies We Tell May 22, 2022 4/5 stars Anna is heading off to college. She may only be moving across town, but she’s in for a wild first year.…
Vicious May 14, 2022 4/5 stars Victor and Eli started out with the same goal, to determine if they could create EOs (ExtraOrdinary people). What began as…
Gallant April 18, 2022 5/5 stars Olivia Prior only has her mother’s journal to have any idea of her family history. Her mother’s writing shows a descent…
Our Violent Ends April 11, 2022 5/5 stars What are you willing to do for love? Roma is stunned at Marshall’s death and he is out for revenge. Juliette…
A Conjuring of Light March 22, 2022 The imbalance between the different Londons has reached a peak. An ancient enemy threatens the universe and our beloved characters must learn to…
A Gathering of Shadows February 13, 2022 5/5 stars Four months ago, Kell came into possession of a mysterious stone that sent him and Lila on an adventure of a…
A Court of Silver Flames February 4, 2022 3/5 stars Nesta Archeron is not exactly a heart-warming individual. She has always been a headstrong woman that was not afraid to let…
Dear Mama | January 17, 2022 February 1, 2022 亲爱的妈妈, Lunar New Year is coming up! Are you preparing for it? What does our family do for it? Do we have any…
A Court of Frost and Starlight January 28, 2022 3.5/5 stars The Night Court is busy reviving the city after war while preparing for the Winter Solstice. While recovery looks different for…
A Court of Wings and Ruin January 26, 2022 3.75/5 Feyre is back in a place she had hoped to never return to… the Spring Court. While Tamlin thinks he has her…
Dear Mama | January 14, 2022 January 17, 2022 January 14, 2022 亲爱的妈妈, Are you doing well? What has the pandemic been like in China? I thought of you often during lockdown.…
XOXO January 16, 2022 5/5 stars Jenny is set on attending the Manhattan School of Music. She has devoted most of her life honing her skills playing…
A Faceless Mother and Me January 14, 2022 The day of the photoshoot arrived and anxiety was setting in. I kept myself busy around the home and waited until an acceptable…
A Court of Mist and Fury January 13, 2022 4.25/5 Feyre has survived Under the Mountain and is now a High Fae after being saved by the seven High Lords. Despite defeating…
Two Faceless Strangers January 11, 2022 I’m sitting in a coffee shop on a rainy day waiting to pick up my mom from the airport. She’s here for a…
Portrait of a Thief January 10, 2022 3.75/5 Five 20-year-olds are about to experience the adventure of a lifetime. Called to Beijing by a mysterious Chinese corporation, they unite as…
If You, Then Me January 9, 2022 2.75/5 Xia Chan has been given the opportunity of a lifetime. Only twenty students a year are chosen to enroll in The Foundry,…
Loveboat, Taipei January 6, 2022 4/5 stars Ever Wong has always had different ideas for her future than her parents. Her parents immigrated from China so she could…
A Court of Thorns and Roses January 2, 2022 4/5 stars 19-year-old Feyre is doing what she can to keep her family alive. She spends her days in the forest hunting to…
Crying In H Mart December 29, 2021 5/5 Michelle Zauner recounts when she put her life on hold to fly home and care for her mother. As a woman in…
Unresolved Trauma Leads to More Trauma December 13, 2021 I’m not talking about the willfully ignorant parents. As adoptees sharing our stories, we all have encountered them and have all been triggered…
Color Me In December 4, 2021 4.25/5 Neveah is a biracial 16-year-old who has never felt very comfortable in her own skin. When her Black mother and Jewish father…
The Ultimate Imposter | Transracial Adoptee Edition November 21, 2021 Imposter Syndrome is a hot topic lately. The phrase just needs to be uttered once and people will instantly raise their hands to…
Learning to Love Myself | A Transracial Adoptee’s Perspective November 13, 2021 For as long as I can remember, I struggled with accepting my physical appearance. I am a transracial adoptee, and my adoptive sister…
Tokyo Ever After November 10, 2021 4/5 stars Izumi grew up without her father, but she and her mom have done just fine. One day, while browsing through her…
While We Were Dating October 24, 2021 3.5/5 Ben is chosen as the lead on an ad campaign starring a very beautiful and very famous actress, Anna. The two have…
Girl, Unframed October 10, 2021 3/5 Sydney lives with her grandmother while her mother, Lila, is off being a famous actress. This summer, she is heading to San…
The Soulmate Equation October 9, 2021 3.5/5 Love is not something that can be quantified. Unless it can… Jess is a single mother who doesn’t have much time to…
The Younger Wife October 5, 2021 2.75/5 Rachel and Tully aren’t sure what to make of their father’s new fiancée. It’s uncomfortable on multiple levels. First, Stephen Aston is…
The Suite Spot September 27, 2021 2.5/5 Rachel is a single mother who finds herself unemployed with no good job prospects. An intriguing opportunity opens up, but it requires…
Reckless Girls September 26, 2021 3.75/5 Lux is on the adventure of a lifetime. The only problem is, it was supposed to just be her and her boyfriend,…
That Summer September 25, 2021 3.75/5 Daisy seems to have it all in life, but there is something keeping her up at night. When she begins receiving emails…
The Midnight Library September 24, 2021 4.0/5 Nora Seed has not had a good experience with life. She is finally over it. At the 11th hour, she finds herself…
The Love Hypothesis September 23, 2021 4.75 Olive is a third-year PhD candidate. Her passion is science and she has no interest in relationships. To ensure her best friend…
All These Beautiful Strangers September 22, 2021 3.25/5 17 years ago, Charlie’s mother vanished. No one knows what happened. Charlie wants to move on and focuses on her new life…
Mother May I | Thriller turned Mystery Novel August 10, 2021 3.0/5 stars Bree escaped her life in rural Georgia by marrying rich. She may have grown up poor, but she has everything she…
The Sanatorium | An Okay Thriller with Too Many Twists August 9, 2021 3.25/5 stars Elin would rather be anywhere else than the eerie Le Sommet Hotel, but her brother, Isaac, and his fiancee, Laure, are…
The Poet X | Acevedo Blows Me Away Again August 8, 2021 5/5 stars Xiomara is quiet. She has often resorted to using her fists to communicate. Make no mistake. She has a lot to…
Anna K Away | A Giant Story with Not Enough Pages August 7, 2021 3/5 stars Anna K is brought to South Korea to reconnect with her family and heritage. Following the death of Alexia Vronsky, time…
These Violent Delights | A Brilliant Sci-Fi Retelling of a Tragic Romance August 6, 2021 5/5 stars A reimagining of Romeo and Juliet taking place in Shanghai 1926. Two gangs are at war. Juliette is a member of the Scarlet…
Survive the Night | Possibly My New Favorite Sager Thriller July 11, 2021 4.5/5 stars Charlie knows nothing about Josh, the man in the driver’s seat. They met via a campus rideshare board. Charlie is getting…
The Maidens | A Worthy Second Thriller from Michaelides July 10, 2021 4.75/5 stars The Maidens, a secret society comprised of female students at Cambridge University. They particularly admire one professor, Edward Fosca. Mariana is…
When Sparks Fly | Not Your Average Contemporary Romance July 9, 2021 3.75/5 stars Avery and Declan have remained fast friends and nothing more. She’s too busy with her social and work calendars. Declan prefers…
The Wangs Vs. The World | Too Slow-Paced To Be Comedic For Me July 8, 2021 2.75/5 stars Charles Wang earned his large fortune by building a cosmetics empore. A financial crisis takes everything he has. He gathers his…
MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 105 | How To Start Online Advocacy July 4, 2021 Even though I take a low-key approach to advocacy, there is a strategy to being able to produce regular videos/posts. In this video,…
Night on Sixth | A Comedic Glimpse at Figuring Out Life with Unexpected Friends June 30, 2021 Yola is engaged to be married and realizing that she would like a few more life experiences. In an out-of-character move, she ghosts…
Wuhan Wuhan Documentary | A Visceral Look At The Start of the Pandemic June 28, 2021 The start of 2020 will be a period of time the world will never forget. By then, COVID-19 had been identified as a…
MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 104 | WHAT’S MY PERSPECTIVE June 28, 2021 When I share my story, it is from the perspective of a Chinese, international, transracial adoptee. In this video, I share why it…
HE’S BACK | An update on our lives post-breakup and reconciliation June 22, 2021 June 22, 2021 was supposed to be our two year wedding anniversary. Life happened and that’s not the case, but Adam and I…
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Parachutes | A Stunning YA Debut About Friendship and Strength June 17, 2021 5/5 stars Parachutes. Teens who were picked up from their lives in Asia and dropped into the USA to study. Claire didn’t think…
Inbetween Girl | A Film I Needed Much Earlier in Life June 16, 2021 Angie Chen is reeling from her parents’ divorce, feeling alone, and figuring out her place in the world. As a mixed race teenager,…
MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 103 | I’M SICK OF THE PLAGIARISM June 15, 2021 Plagiarism has been a huge issue in the advocacy community and I’m tired of it. While we all can have similar thoughts about…
American Betiya | An Emotional Debut about Identity and Family June 9, 2021 5/5 stars Rani Kolkata has always been the perfect, honest, and obedient daughter. Until she meets Oliver… He is not someone she would…
MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 102 | Start Advocating Online Adoptee Edition June 8, 2021 Relevant blog post: https://lillyfei.com/index.php/2021/02/01/how-to-be-an-advocate-transracial-adoptee-edition/ So many adoptees want to start advocating online but don’t know where to start. In this video, I give…
Ugly Love | Not My Favorite From CoHo June 2, 2021 2.5/5 stars It is definitely not love at first sight for Tate and Miles. They embark on a no-strings-attached arrangement once they’ve established…
MY ADOPTION STORY PT. 101 | IMPOSTER SYNDROME AND ADVOCACY June 1, 2021 I’ve often felt like I am not qualified to speak about my experiences as an adoptee because I don’t have a degree in…
The Newcomers | A Summer Beach Mystery May 31, 2021 4/5 stars After she discovers her sister has been murdered, Letty escapes to FLorina with her 4-year-old niece. She lands at a quaint…
The Dating Dare | A Steamy Sequel to A Sweet Mess May 24, 2021 Thank you to St. Martin’s Press for giving me a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. 3/5 stars Aubrey…
Catherine House | A Disturbing Dark Academia Debut May 23, 2021 3.5/5 stars For Ines, Catherine House was an escape. The school of higher learning graduated the world’s leaders, and somehow, Ines was going…
How We Fall Apart | A Great Debut about Dark Academia May 16, 2021 4/5 stars Nancy and her friends are shocked when their ex-friend and star student, Jamie, is found dead. Now, a mysterious person called…
The Wife Upstairs | A Jane Eyre Retelling That Fell Short May 15, 2021 3/5 stars Jane has her own secrets, but when she meets Eddie Rochester, a recently widowed man in the upscale neighborhood she walks…
Adoptee Grief on Mother’s Day Video May 6, 2021 I’m with family this weekend, but my sentiments about Mother’s Day remain the same from 2020. Wishing all those who may struggle with…